Decadent Piscis

ur so gay...

2008-07-03T17:08:46Z

Just adding stuff to Toni's Warped sum-up...

1. Patricia and Kim from the Horrorpops were cute together. :D

2. If you have your period at Warped, bring your own stuff cuz the machines don't work at the SLC Fairpark.

3. I wish we could have gotten closer to Tom Delonge so we could call him a douchebag.

4. You too can mosh to Michael Jackson's "Beat It".

5. I didn't burn very bad...I think the layers of sunscreen and the peeling dead skin probably helped protect it.

6. All the McDonalds in SLC employ all the Hispanics of Utah.

7. Utah people and Idaho people for that matter can't $*&% drive.

8. Apparently Montana has nothing to do since we don't have clubs...

9. Utah state liquior stores are fucking insane.

10. I seem to get crushed in crowds at the oddest shows...last year it was Funeral For A Friend and this year it was The Academy Is...

11. I found it odd that one of Alan's roomies was jealous that we saw Katy Perry...well, you could have drove the couple miles to the Fairpark, we drove 500+ miles so yea...

12. Smaller stages = better shows and pictures.

13. I still don't know why girls wear flip flops to shows...accidently I will crush your little feet. :(

june!

2008-06-27T13:33:12Z

1. Toni and I are heading to Warped Tour today. Woo.
2. Fucking gas prices...
3. Crysta hit a rattlesnake yesterday and I caught a little horny toad.
4. Like, the chunky lizard thing, not a excited amphibian.
5. I think that knife in my heart is getting infected. And it's hard finding ways of distracting myself in a small town of old people...
6. I actually want to go back to school. The lonliness is killing me...

how I earn (waste) your tax dollars

2008-06-21T18:36:54Z

1. Driving 70 miles in a diesel F-350 super duty to count cattle.
2. Play the bubble game on a GPS that has Windows Mobile...for a few hours.
3. Sit on my ass in a cubicle and read plant books.
4. Sit on my ass in a cubible and glue old pictures to paper.
5. Text.

Yup, I earn most of my $11.34 an hour doing one of the above.

saturday

2008-06-15T02:45:34Z

1. I woke up in a nice warm bed. :D I've typically woken in a 50 degree room in Lewistown while wearing sweats...thank you electric blankets.
2. However, sleeping in a nice warm bed meant I was out like a light, and I slept on my side...and I hurt my shoulder. :(
3. I didn't whine about this fact though when I was pwning Toni at Mario Carts on the Wii at Katie/Erics.
4. I mowed the front and back lawns today with said sore shoulder...not the best idea ever.
5. I bought a sno-cone from Tropical Sno....mmm, pineango. :D I bought a pineapple plant at Lowes also.
6. I plan on going to Catholic mass tomorrow...I wonder if they'll give me bread and wine again.
7. I also plan on hiking Mt. Helena...if anyone wants to join.

Writer's Block: Gender Bender

2008-06-14T15:32:54Z

Do you ever want to be of the opposite sex? If so, what attracts you to the idea? If not, what repels you?

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Hell yes I do. For the sole fact that it is about 100x easier while working in the field for guys to take a piss.

In that respect, they are sooo lucky. Guys can just whip it out behind the truck and just go while standing...

Women have to stomp off somewhere private, and then moon the world and hope no one comes by...

list

2008-06-13T03:41:08Z

1. Again, I get offline for a week and nothing exciting happens.
2. Besides the Katie and Eric engagement, congrats again. :)
3. The value menu at Wendy's is kinda puny. :( Damn recession.
4. Work is going okay. The most significant thing I've done is plant buffalo berry (Sheperdia argentea) and get certified for CPR and First Aid...again.
5. Got a free trip to Fort Benton for the certifications...we go to learn it in a bomb shelter. :D
6. The government buys nice rigs...the diesel F-350 and the Chevy Tahoe that us seasonals will be driving are like driving houses.
7. Central/Eastern Montana soil literally turns to gumbo when it's wet...high clay content. Those huge vehicles with 4X4 are most definitely needed.
8. I kind of like the job better this year. Last year wasn't bad, but all that hiking got to me. This year I'll be counting cattle and learning about riparian areas and uplands...
9. Plus I get to work with more people this summer it seems. Last summer I was isolated with Robin and Zach...and now it's me, Robert, and Crysta, and sometimes Rebecca, and then a rotating staff of people who want us to do stuff.
10. Come to think of it, it seems like us range seasonals are the BLM slaves, doing the grunt work. :o I like grunt work though.
11. My hot water heater broke. Boiling water for baths kinda makes you feel poor.
12. I hate ticks. And where I've been working is full of them. I woke up last night with one crawling on my neck...and the funny thing was, it'd been about two days since I'd been in the field. The fucker found me in my bed. :(
13. Hence, I itch all the time...

decadentpiscis @ 2008-05-30T10:52:00

2008-05-30T16:58:18Z

How has this past week been for you?
Well, it was boring...but I learned about fire stuff and planted buffalo berry...

Who was the last person you texted?
Toni

Last person of the opposite sex to give you a hug?
Uh...I guess dad.

Do you believe that everything happens for a reason?
Sometimes...

First person under ' J' on your cell phone?
Jayson.

Do you hate that person?
Nah.

Any fun plans for today?
Uh...go grocery shopping! Bike ride!

Is the last person you held hands with cool?
I don't even remember who that was.

Who are you disappointed in right now?
Uh...I'm getting over it.

When was the last time something bothered you?
Right now. Sunburns hurt.

What's the most interesting thing that happened to you today?
I walked to the library.

Have you ever broken someone's heart?
Yup.

Would you ever date a friend's ex?
Eh.

Have you kissed somebody in the last week?
Nope.

Whats the most important part of a relationship in your opinion?
Honesty.

Name 3 people that you can tell ANYTHING to:
Uh...Toni, Jayson, Debbie...

Are you the type that would rather stay at other peoples houses or have them at yours?
Stay at others.

Did you date anyone this past spring?
Uh, not really, no.

Do tattoos and piercings excite you?
They are cool, ya.

If someone hit you, what would you do?
Punch their fool ass back! :o

Have you ever kissed someone and never saw them again?
Yea.

Do you know anyone whose name starts with a Z?
No?

Are you missing someone right now?
I miss alot of people...

Ever date anyone with gauges?
I haven't, but I'd be cool with it.

When was your last encounter with the police?
Shit...uh, I don't remember.

Do you ever dance even if there's no music playing?
Yea.

Ever been in love?
Yes.

Can you play any instruments?
No.

When people talk shit about you what do they say?
Probably something related to my sexuality...meh.

Have you ever done something that was really bad for yourself?:
Yes.

What can always put you in a good mood?:
Loud music in the car.

Have you kissed in the rain?:
No.

Is their anyone that you care more about than yourself?:
A few.

What do you miss about your past?:
Innocence.

How many TRUE best friends do you have?
I guess about 2-3 I can really count on in some manner...

Have you ever had a song written about you?
No.

Want any tattoos or piercing?
I'm thinking of a new piercing...maybe...and of a pisces tattoo I want...but monies has to go to other things, alas...like rent.

she has the blood of reptile underneath her skin...

2008-05-13T17:47:49Z

Q: How does one become a "good" person?
A: I have no real idea.

Sometimes I wonder...I know the saying is "be the change you wish to see in the world" but I've found that just leads to more hurt...

I try to be honest with myself and about how I see the world...but that's seen as being meddlesome.

I attempt to be a good friend...but I end up feeling like a doormat, and then when I try to get my way, that causes friction...

I think I need more structure...I live this vagabond life and always felt I have...I never made strong bonds with anyone in high school and now that I'm in college, the bonds I make are even more precarious, with everyone being at different stages in their lives. So I don't depend on other people much for help, or I misplace my feelings with the wrong people...

And I've grown distant from my parents, even though they can oddly still read my moods...but I don't turn to them for emotional advice.

I'm oddly thinking of turning to religion...but I'm not sure. I find it somewhat silly to seek comfort from something when I've gone so long just feeling hurt and accepting it...

I don't consider myself a strong person...I'm wracked with deep insecurities and a lack of self-confidence...I just don't always have faith that I can do many things.

I've tried therapy...I wonder if turning to religion would give me any inner peace...

Eh. I've got a whole summer alone to find myself...I'll see what I come up with.

listy

2008-05-12T01:35:10Z

1. Lewistown is freaking far away.
2. It doesn't appear to blow though.
3. The BLM office in Lewistown is pimp.
4. Ran into M. Connor at the fairgrounds at the duck pond...very random.
5. Rode my bike 5 miles out of sheer boredom.
6. Props to Dan for giving me his skateboard...now I can work on my goal of breaking my arm this summer.
7. Woo moving soon to the boonies...can't wait to blow this popsicle stand though.

just a thought...

2008-05-06T01:52:16Z

One shouldn't sit in the sun for an hour and a half in a tank top.

And then walk around with one of your favorite red heads for 40 minutes in the sun.

This is what usually happens:

Writer's Block: Cinco de Mayo

2008-05-05T14:00:24Z

Are you celebrating Cinco de Mayo?

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I'm out of beer, so no. :p

decadentpiscis @ 2008-05-04T22:00:00

2008-05-05T04:17:37Z

1. Go to www.flickr.com (I likewise went to the photobucket)
2. Type in your answer to the question in the "search" box
3. Use only the first page
4. Copy the html and paste for the answer.

What is your first name? (Katelyn)

What is your favorite food? (chocolate)

What school did you go to? (HS, and College) (I don't know how you kids found the HHS stuff, this is close enough)

What is your favorite color? (red) (5 stamens w/ anther sacks ftw plant nerd)

Who is your celebrity crush? (Kate Winslet...yes, I'm aware she's female and I do like dudes...I just can't think of one now)

Who is your favorite Disney Princess? (Belle)

Favorite Drink? (Something that doesn't taste completely of isopropyl alcohol)

What is your Dream Vacation? (California, something keeps dragging me back there)

Favorite Dessert? (fudge bar)

What do you want to be when you grow up? (I wanna hang there...)

What do you love most in life? (Ha.)

One word to describe you? (Something like that...)

What do you dream about? (Love...)

Writer's Block: Fictional Character

2008-05-05T00:32:35Z

What fictional character do you relate to most and why?

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I guess I feel most like Sarah Pierce from the movie Little Children. True, I'm not a bored housewife in the suburbs with a child, but I understand her hunger for something more exciting out of life. And I understand her ache and desire for a man she feels understands her but she can't have....

schedule...

2008-05-04T16:41:48Z

Today:
- Have a minor freakout because I thought I had a damn conflict...
- Study for Geography a little for the final tomorrow.
- Study Chemistry with Sam and Kristina...
- Pack?
- Work out?

Monday:
- Go to my Geography final.
- Study for my Plant final.
- Study for my Animal Resources Natural Resources 100 final.
- Study for Chemistry...maybe with Sam and Kristina, maybe alone...
- Pack?
- Work out?
- Call my supervisor to find out if its okay that I can't do alot of the crap in the thing he sent me within 5 days.

Tuesday:
- Go to my ARNR 100 final.
- Go to my Plant final.
- Turn in my ARNR 230 final.
- Study for Chemistry...again.
- Pack?
- Work out?

Wednesday:
- Double check to make sure I turned my ARNR 230 final.
- Study Chemistry...probably alone.
- Pack.
- Work out?

Thursday:
- Take my Chemistry final...hope that the third time is the charm.
- Have mom and dad help me take my shit home.
- Attempt to half ass unpack what I don't need.

Friday:
- Go to Lewistown!
- Attempt to find a place to live if other things don't work out!

Weekend:
- I dunno. Probably pack stuff for moving, see people.

Next week:
- Two hundred appointments.
- Move to Lewistown.
- Promptly get bored within 10 minutes of my folks leaving.
- Go explore Lewistown (pop. 6000) and get bored in the next half hour.

Week after that:
- Start work for the BLM and maybe teach myself to long board out of boredom.

hmmm

2008-05-04T15:58:07Z

Went to bed last night after finishing Kill Bill Vol. 2, turned off the computer.

Woke up this morning, tried to play some music, nada.

Everything is plugged in correctly...wtf.

Edit:
Fixed it...for some dumb reason the device had decided to mute itself...I have no idea why.

pisces (feb. 19 to march 20)

2008-04-30T16:28:37Z

You might be quite obsessed about shopping or wanting to buy something today.
You simply have to have it!
This is quite understandable, especially if it's shoes.

Oh yea, my horoscope totally just told me to go buy shoes. :D

No, I did not actually make up this horoscope either.

list day

2008-04-29T16:05:45Z

1. Anxious. About everything.
2. Jane Goodall was quite cool. Though it was hard to see her...they could have stuck any older British woman in front of us and told us it was Jane Goodall.
3. Woo for skipping Fish and Wildlife Management to collect plants at Peet's Hill...where we aren't supposed to get them.
4. Gotta love not having personal wheels.
5. I was so out last night...thanks Toni's muscle relaxants that don't work on her but work on me.
6. I want more coffee.
7. Woo cramps.

decadentpiscis @ 2008-04-27T12:46:00

2008-04-27T18:54:40Z

1) What would hurt you more: seeing your best friend make out with your ex or finding out your ex never loved you?
Hmm...those both rank pretty high on the hurt scale..I think the making out part would hurt more.

2) What was your last alcoholic drink?
Mike's Hard Lemondade...Cranberry. :p

3) Who was your last text from?
Toni.

4) Where's the weirdest spot you've let someone lick you?
This is a horrible question...

5) How many friends do you have?:
Another lame question.

6) Did you speak to your mother today?
I can't remember when I last spoke to her...oh, last Monday.

7) What color(s) reminds you of your school?:
Yellow and navy?

8) Could you date someone who was gay?
I've thought it might be easier with women at times...but I definitely like penis.

9) At this very moment what should you be doing?
I dunno. I was trying to clean my room.

10) How many months until your birthday?:
Uh...like 10+.

11) Who is on your mind?
A few people...

12) Last person who called you?:
Debbie.

13) Have you learned any lessons in life?
Uh, yes.

14) What are you listening to?
Neil Diamond. :D

15) What color is your hair?:
Brown.

16) What color are your eyes?:
Brown.

17) What is the last movie you watched?
I don't remember...

18) Are you mentally disabled?
No.

19) What's bothering you right now?
I have to pee...and my shoulder hurts for some mystery reason.

20) What makes you happy?
Freedom and sunshine.

21) Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
I'd like to...

22) When was the last time you cried?
Last night...damn America's Most Wanted...

23) Are you happy?:
It's nice outside, so yea.

24) Do you miss someone?
I miss friends.

25) Where is your phone?
On my knee.

26) Who do you hate currently?
Eh, no one right now.

27) Do you know who you will marry?
No...I often wonder about the man who will complete my life...and I'm pretty sure I haven't met him yet.

28) Have you ever been given an engagement ring?
Nope.

29) Do you drink milk?
I heart milk.

30) Do you lead people on?
No actually...I try not to.

31) When was your last kiss in the rain?:
I don't think ever.

32) Do you hate your last boyfriend/girlfriend?:
Not really.

33) Kissed someone in the last 24 hours?:
Ha, no.

34) Would you say you dated smart people?:
No. :p

35) Are you happier single or with a boyfriend/girlfriend?:
I turn into a pissy little beast when I invest energy into a boy...so I'm happier alone.

36) Would you believe an ex if they said they still loved you?
Yes...but I don't care.

37) What is the status of you and your first love?
I don't talk to him.

38) Have you lost a friend in the last year?
I guess Nicole was about this time...

39) Has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes?
Not really.

40) What do you miss most about the past?
Happy moments that have passed.

cracklin rosie get on board... 04/27/08

2008-04-27T15:50:37Z

I had a dream where I grew a beard.

If you are a woman and you dream of growing a beard, signifies your masculine aspect of your personality. You want to be more assertive and wield more power.

Perhaps that's true...it was an amazing beard too.

I get the best ideas when I'm buzzed.

I was thinking...if I'm in Lewistown all summer, and only 6% of the population is in my age group...I'm going to get bored pretty quick. Especially if the BLM has me on a 4 10's schedule like the Forest Service had. Four ten hour days instead of the 8 to 5.

So I'd have 3 day weekends in my little ghetto apartment with no internet. Hmm.

And since gas is expensive, and my conscience (dad) is in my head saying not to spend money on oddball things to entertain myself, like drivng somewhere cool, I was thinking I could get another job at like Pamida or Albertsons.

Yes, Lewistown has a Pamida. That's how freaking awesome it is.

I dunno. It's just ideas...or I could teach myself how to longboard, that might be cool....

Writer's Block: I'm So Excited

2008-04-26T03:00:02Z

What most excites you about the way you're living your life right now?

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No real ties to anything permanent, besides my house in Helena. In a small way I'd like to have more stability, but I likewise enjoy the freedom to change it up when I get bored. Or when I have to.

lol

2008-04-26T00:48:43Z

So. Apparently teenagers are slipping emoticons and fake words into school work.

http://www.usatoday.com/tech/webguide/internetlife/2008-04-24-texting-teen-writing_N.htm

...

I can't even think of a time in school work where I'd want to slip an "lol" into a paper...I rarely use that phrase as it is, even in texting. What am I laughing at?

Like, I wouldn't in a paper discussing proper calf pulling techniques write, "If you pull with the cow's uterine contractions, you will have an easier time of completing the calving process. It would be better to pull downwards as well, so the calf will come out easier and then fall on the ground, lol."

I had to watch that for class. :D

I do find myself initially putting ellipses into my sentences...because I do that all the damn time. But then I fix it, and don't turn it into a professor looking that way. :p

t-minus

2008-04-23T21:20:50Z

The clock is ticking down to the last day.

Not that it's a horrible thing, the last day of the semester...it's just a bunch of stress.

Ew, I just got pine sap on my hand.

Anywho...moving my stuff back to Helena, then moving to Lewistown...finding a place to live in Lewistown...getting acquainted with Lewistown...and of course, before that is finals and final projects.

The economy worries me a lot. Mostly with the sky high gas prices, holy fucking cow. What do they expect us to do when it gets up to $5 a gallon? Sit at home? It's a trickle down effect too...the higher costs associated with shipping foods and goods will get us in the end. And people won't want to go out because it costs too much to drive...

I can't imagine the economy completely collapsing, but our entire infrastructure runs on, oh yea, petroleum products.

Meh. Maybe they should make nuclear fission vehicles!

On a personal note, I have this really bad case of wanderlust...I guess it's fortunately that my parents took me and Toni traveling as kids, but I like to visit places and people on occasion still...and it's just getting harder.

And I still haven't settled yet...I'm a rolling stone...I kind of hope Lewistown helps me decide where my heart really lies...

canned heat

2008-04-22T22:15:38Z

I thought it was odd yesterday.

My dad was talking about how it was fortunate that my periodontist hadn't moved to Butte previous to his time in Helena because of my teeth...and how that'd be a pain to get us to appointments there... (insert snarky thought about it wouldn't be if we had a car...)

Anywho, he was saying stuff like how God was looking out for us and stuff...and I just felt that was an odd thing to say to me, and I realized he doesn't know I'm atheist.

Maybe I felt that was odd too because I can't remember much about dad expressing his faith prior to 8 years ago...

It's like, well, as the product of a Catholic and a Lutheran, I would expect something to rub off on me...but I don't feel it. I know it's not something that strictly has to be grown into a person from childhood, because there's people out there converting at older ages.

Religion is difficult to rationale.

Some heathens and sinners live to be old and healthy...some religious folk have children that die young. Where does God factor into that? If that's part of God's master plan...eh. I dunno.

I guess if it gives you comfort, then do it...but its not for me. :/

apparently its list day...

2008-04-22T18:39:38Z

1. I'm hungry.
2. Falling near the end of the hard trail going down from the M hurts. Especially when you hit the pocket knife in your back pocket.
3. The days are starting into that "I'm excited to be done, so time is going slow" phase. This is good since I have a ton to do.
4. I have to find a place to live in Lewistown. I could get a 1 bedroom duplex for $300 a month...which is cheaper than sharing a studio in insanely high Bozeman...however, I don't think just camping out in a duplex would be that awesome.
5. I'm no longer hungry.

sweet talking woman

2008-04-18T22:50:12Z

60 ODD Things about you! If you opened this, FILL IT OUT! Learn 60 things about your friends, and let them learn 60 things about you!

1) Do you like blue cheese?
Sometimes...when I'm bored.

2) Have you ever smoked heroin?
No.

3) Do you own any guns?
Just my biceps. :D

4) What flavor do you add to your drink at sonic?
...We don't have one.

5) Do you get nervous before doctor appointments?
Just for like pelvic exams.

6) What do you think of hot dogs?
I likes hot dogs. :D

7) Favorite Christmas song?
Rockin' Around The Christmas Tree. :D

8) What do you prefer to drink in the morninig?
Coffee. Black, or with cream and sugar. Or just sugar...depends on what the bastards put out.

9) Can you do push ups?
Not with my wrist killing me.

10) Can you do a chin up?
I haven't tried in a long as time...I doubt it.

11) What's your favorite piece of jewelry?
My pieces I keep in my ears.

12) Favorite hobby?
Sleeping.

13) Ever been in a car wreck?
Uh...no.

14) Do you have A.D.D.?
Nah, but I have a short attention span.

15) What's one trait that you hate about yourself?
Sloth.

16) Middle name?
Irene.

17) Name 3 thoughts at this exact moment?
I hope I can find an apartment. I'm hungry. I did jack today.

18) Name 3 things you bought yesterday
...Did I buy anything?

19) Name 3 drinks you regularly drink?
Coffee, milk, water.

20) Current worry?
Getting an apartment.

21) Current hate right now?
The weather. Warm up, damn you!

23) How did you bring in the New Year?
With my dad? I think?

24) Where would you like to go?
California...but that's my usual urge.

25) Would you rather go out or stay in?
Go out.

26) Do you own slippers?
Uh, I don't know where they are.

27) What shirt are you wearing?
My Reggie shirt.

28) Do you like sleeping on satin sheets?
No, I don't like sliding off the bed.

29) Can you whistle?
Oh yea. :)

30) Favorite colors?
Reds.

31) Would you be a pirate?
Haha, no, not with scurvy.

32) What songs do you sing in the shower?
Oldies? But I don't usually sing in there.

33) Favorite girls name?
Uh...mine.

34) Favorite boys name?
I dunno.

35) Whats in your pocket?
My keys, my lipgloss, my one card, bobby pins...that's it.

36) Last thing that made you laugh?
Myself for not knowing Sam's bank was on campus. I questioned why she went to the SUB and not her car. :D

37) Best bed sheets as a child?
I had these ones that had kittens on them...they were awesome. :D

38) Worst injury youve ever had?
Uh...I guess just getting stitches in my right knee at 7...I've been lucky and not much has been fucked up...my wrist bothers me...

39) Do you love where you live?
I like it sorta. I like being fed.

40) How many TVs do you have in your house?
Uh, Sam's.

41)Who is your loudest friend?
Sam.

42) How many dogs do you have?
None. :(

43) Does someone have a crush on U?
More than likely.

45) What is your favorite book?
Uh...Dracula.

46) What is your favorite candy?
Chocolate. :D

47) Favorite Sports Team?
Bobcats?

48) What song do you want played at your funeral?
I don't know...I'll come to that bridge some day...

49) What were you doing 12 AM last night?
Sleeping.

50) What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up?
Woo, class. No, actually I think it was being stoked for bacon at breakfast. :D

51) What are your plans for tonight?
I dunno...maybe drink...

52) Who was the last person to call you?
My folks.

53) Should you be doing something else right now?
Probably. Like my GIS homework...

54) Are you a romantic?
I'd like to pretend I am...

55) What are your plans this weekend?
Uh...see Katie, maybe hike to the M...do my GIS homework.

56) What kind of mood are you in right now?
I'm okay.

57) Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
Nah.

59) Do you like to cuddle?
Oh yea...who doesn't?

60) Name three people who will complete this?
I'm not sure...its livejournal, so it could be anyone. :p